Just in case I suddenly go into coma or what shit during the night, I’d like to say a few words. Treat it as my last words before I die or whatever. The pain is spreading throughout my damned head.

I’m really grateful for all the memories. Thanks for being my friends.

I’m finding it very difficult to cope with the fact that I did so badly for a certain subject but anyhow, I might die tonight, so it doesn’t really matter anymore I guess.

That’s all. My head just really hurts.

I could have been blind. I still don’t know whether I’m lucky or what. At most it’s just disfigurement. Just. Disfigurement.

"Mummy, I’m so… scared…"