I think it’ll be near impossible to lose weight from now on. It’s just a statement, don’t get upset.
Anyway, haha, I’m infatuated with Dancefloor Anthem by Good Charlotte again.
I hate it when I’m so freaking tired but I force myself to continue reading. AND I HAVEN’T BATHED. HATE BATHING WHEN I’M TIRED.
Haha actually I don’t know what’s with the whole commotion about getting results back. Seriously, as long as you don’t get retained or have to drop subjects, isn’t it enough? Okay, I’m just totally not competitive I guess. And with zero expectations. I don’t really deserve to have any anyway ahaha.
GAH, and I hate how my self-confidence is tied to my appearance. Like, if I feel thin or good looking, I’m more confident about myself. Hence, makeup, contacts, nice clothes, that kind of shit actually helps. I can’t stand my low self-esteem ==
Tired………………….. This sucks. I need to be charged.
